I’ve had enough of all, all, ALL the forsaking. What seemed achievable is now far from tangible, never gonna materialize in fact. All the time, I ask myself stupid questions that are perpetually left unanswered. Sometimes they look so deceitful I just feel like quitting instantly, obliterate all current notions. That’ll be the end of at least half of my problems right now.
Honestly, I don’t want any answers however much I need them to secure my thoughts. All I can see is the vast contrast suppressing my ability, and maybe overtaking my emotions. My mental status is far from strong, brittle as thin sheets of ice. I would just fall right into the merciless cold if it ever broke. Don’t ever try, you’ll just end up having me in IMH.
I did not have the intention of have tons and tons of emo blogposts with repetitive issues, I just need an outlet. Read it if you may, they’re just some tantamounting ramblings.