I haven’t felt so resigned to my fate for a while. Today, I just let everything be because I’m dead tired to care.
Rain then rain lor.
It’s like any other bad day, but coupled with this unforgivable rain that brought a whole new colour to my shoes.
It began to pour once I left school. Umbrellas are close to useless. The bus ride back wasn’t any better. When I looked out I could only see water flushing down the sides of the bus, everything outside was just a mere blur. It hasn’t rained like this for a while. It was so bad that the roads at S’goon were flooded.
I had to slug my bags along for another walk home from the bus stop. I was barely dry from sitting under the air con before I got drenched all over again. I just sloshed through all the puddles without a care for my poor shoes. }: It was quite gross actually, come to think of it. Sand was being swept off the grassy areas and I was kinda like mucking about in that grotesque mix of soil and water.
My lecture notes are currently soggy and freaking ugly. }:
Bad days, pls stay away from me }:
Training today was alright I guess, since I was just playing along during the trials.
I kinda looked back on my life a little and realised how much I never imagined that I’d be one of them.You never really get anything that you expect. I don’t know how I should be feeling right now. I need enlightenment. But of course, I don’t want to see it as something bad.
We pray fervently for a brighter day,
but we do not pray for those who don’t even have a day to live by.
This world is so eerily shallow.