I don’t wanna try to be miss perfect anymore. It’s taking too much out of me. I have come to a point where I’m trying to learn how to be myself, in utter desperation ): I know very well I hate to see myself at my lowest, my weakest but I can only accept it or I’ll just make life more miserable for myself if i go off at a tangent. And sometimes..I really think too much, too hard, and am really too self-conscious, and perhaps way too idealistic. Or should I say, I’ve been daydreaming all along.